One hour later and I felt more in control than I have in months. A few things really resonated with me. My Husband will not know what to say to make me feel better. When a woman decides that she wants to have a baby she wants it to have happened yesterday. Men do not feel this sense of urgency. Now I do have to say that I consider my Husband somewhat exempt from the lack of urgency. That being said, I cannot expect him to know what to say in moments of weakness when I do not know what would make me feel better in those moments.
Another key revelation.. I need to reward myself... enough of this "i can't we're buying the chance at a baby". We are not talking a Holt Renfrew shopping spree here, but I do need to get out and be with people and treat myself well. This is a trying time and it is not the time to be neglecting myself. So.. what are we doing this weekend? We are going on a mini getaway to The Nelligan in Old Montreal... I am excited!
Tomorrow... bring on the Marvelon!
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